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Justin Brandon: Flashy

Justin Brandon: Flashy: On certain days I sit back and pass the time thinking about doing something. I always find and unconstructive way to pass the time. I dream ...

Flashy

On certain days I sit back and pass the time thinking about doing something. I always find and unconstructive way to pass the time. I dream of riches and the cost that comes with it. But i dont care, I want it all, half was never the agreement, in the works of Aubrey Drake Graham. I'm almost brought to tears when I see pictures of beautiful mansions and flashy cars and paparazzi because I wish it were me, one day hopefully it will be. I feel like saying that I will achieve something only makes its that much more difficult. I rap, I model, but only at home, I don't have the money or resources to do what I need to do to make it big, everyday I fell so far away and at closer to my dreams at the same time, today I went nearly mad telling myself what I want. I look around me, Im broke, most of my family is broke, and yet they all seem ok with it. I remember my aunt telling me that if she had a million dollars, she would simply move back into the poor neighborhood she's from. She may be ok with living in poverty with crime and ignorance all around her, but I'm not. I love the city I was born in, Chicago. But i despise the people who live in my area of Chicago, All they do is gangbang and act stupid, I want to move into a big condo downtown so bad so I can get away from these people. I know I sound like a nerd who gets bullied, but Im not, Im a tall, fairly popular, attractive guy as I would describe myself, I just feel like I dont belong here, like God meant to put me in a higher society but forgot or misplaced me somehow, but I pray he puts me in the high lifestyle, because if its the last thing I do, I WILL become a millionaire.

Between love and madness, lies xenophobia